Having some odd feelings...

Please don't lable me crazy. But lately, Gris has been back. Remeber how he used to visit me when i felt alone, or scared... he's back. For the life of me, I don't know why.

I thought I saw him in my rear view mirror riding in the back of the truck the other day. But I didn't think anything of it. Both girls were in the back seat with me, I just played it off as my imagination....

I heard the dogs earlier barking in the back yard. I came outside thinking Granvel was home, they had a happy bark, not a warning/guarding bark. I saw him then. Standing in the yard.

Its odd though. If there's a dog, the girls get very defensive and give out their guarding warning barks... this was happy barks. I KNOW he was there! I saw him.... And obviously the girls did too...

It's after 9:15pm now. Granvel's not home yet. He took our camper to a friend of ours....

I've had the flu for the past two days, its been pretty bad. Maybe its just the meds... I don't know. But now, I'm racking my brain, trying to figure out why he's back.


Please. Don't label me crazy or out of my mind... I know some of you have been in my position before....

 

I do not think your crazy, I personally think because you have flu he has come back to let you know he is there to watch and comfort you while your not very well..

Sinces your girls sem to notice him too and seem happy to see him this is a sign he is not there to hurt anyone, So take it as he wants you to know he is around and watching...

Mike

 

Definately dont think your crazy, I do think that flu and the meds may have something to do with it though, not that theyre making you hallucinate or anything and I have no idea what your taking but if its the useual flu remedy 'may cause drowsiness' then your going to be more relaxed, not just your body but also your mind, which would leave your mind more open to...well...see other things. I think thats why we see things so vividly in dreams, our mind or brain is in a relaxed state.

 

I had one cat, years ago, who was my soulmate cat.
Now and then I feel a cat walking across my pillow and bed. When I feel around to see which cat it is there is no cat there.
I don't think you're crazy at all

 

thanks. I don't know. mayber its because of school too. I've been stressed trying my damnest to make straight A's. I want into nursing school, I want to be the best.

Guess the stress, meds and the fact I'm sick, has me all worked up over nothing

 

Maybe he is always there, but you can only see him when you are open to it - like when you are sick, on meds, really tired, etc. Like DeLaUK said, it's when your mind is more open for whatever reason.

He's obviously there for a good reason, so just accept it and don't stress out!