Hey sam - when you have "human kids" - you'll be like all the rest of us that have "them" ---- lost. Lost our minds, lost our insanity, lost our better judgement , lost........... And you know what? It isn't such a bad way to be. And sometimes (many times, well actually , and honestly, all the time) you would never want to change anything about it. Relax, take a nap, get some rest. You know you are going to need it when she comes home in a day or two.